Money

Arggg I hate this money stuff... we're so dependent of it, I know I always complain about abstract problems but this time I have an specific one related to money.

I'll need to explain something first.

Since I know my boyfriend he has been telling me how much he loves music, and I always have admire him because of that. Even, he don't love just a specific kind of music, he loves the music on essence, he loves the sound and production of music. 

Also, he play a lot of instruments, such as the guitar, the bass, the drums, a little bit of keyboard, besides composing and writing songs.

But, since we had to choose a career (on fourth grade) he change his mind, and began to talk me about engineering. 

I never understand why he became to love that career to one moment to another, so I never believe the fact that he actually loves that career.

The time passed, now I'm studying anthropology and he reached "his dream" of studying engineering.

But in the middle of this year he began to tell me how boring his career was. And of course I told him that I knew it from the first time that that career was not for him. He was really sad because he told me that he chose engineering  just because of the money, and if he had decided to study something related to music he would  have probably got a good job.

Sometimes I think that if the money doesn't exist I will probably be studying a lot of funny stuff in my house, or outside, and I will probably be travelling around the world writing a lot of stuff in a book.

I hate money, because he make me so dependent of materialist stuff (like clothes, make up, and so on), I wish I could live with the same clothes, with the same decoration in my bedroom, and just earn money from necessary stuff (like eating).

I wish I could separate from the pretty objects that I have (earrings, creams), I wish all the people could stop idolizing money, and I wish my boyfriend could be happy just playing his music.